i reali feel so terrible.

seriously, for the things i hav done.

i am reali such a terrible person.

i dont wana hurt u again.

sometimes i reali need to shut my mouth up.

mayb the things i did to u may not hav hurt u,

but it has hurt me alot.

i regret for doing all those things.

but i noe i cant do anything now.

all i can do is to treat u better n not neglect u.

gues i reali owe u an apology.

mayb u wont even c tis, but i reali muz say,

sorry.

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gosh i reali need to die a horrible death.

i m so unworthy to be alive.

kill me, stab me from behind.

or let me get an illness, uncureable derx.

cancer or something.

jux let me die a horrible death, soon.

then it can lighten everyone's pain, including me.

pple wont hav to waste money on me.

coz everyone will live better without me.

aint i right?